It's all good!

It is weird how one thing can turn your mood 180 degree! I was frustrated, pissed off, stressed out from everything starting from my work, final project and my colleagues at work! But what happened really made my day :), even if it was for a short period of time but it made me think and thank god for it. I was being pessimistic for the last two weeks because of the work load and other things in my life.

I took some time on Friday and thought about the reasons and I found out that I can control all these things. Life is tough but the smart person here who can deal and satisfy himself with every problem and situation. What I did first is that I began thinking positively about everything and when anything happens whether it is a good thing or a bad one I thank God for it. Trust me follow this and you will feel content for the rest of your day. I also started being more serious about my prayers, reading qur2an and al athkar. Another thing, being more confident about how people or let's say certain people feel and think about me as well as being less sensitive and "picky". Lastly, note down the things I have to change in myself and begin working on it for two weeks until I get them fixed.

And "YOU" believe me I did not know that I can make "BOTH" of us the happiest people on earth. I did not know that it is in my hand and I can control it. All I knew is that I needed to be patient and more optimistic. I do not believe that it took me nearly four months to understand things better and have more faith in myself and you. I discovered that it doesn't revolve about "one" thing only it is more about sharing and caring. May god bless "You". I really have to take care of this gift 'Smile from ear to ear'. Heyyy thanks for the loveliiiiiiiiiiiiiest time :)

Other than that I feel like I'm ignoring my friends. I don't answer their phone calls and I don't call them back. I don't mean it really but I'm so busy these days that I hardly can manage my time. Anyhow, I have decided to meet them on Wednesday. I'm looking forward to see my friend's cutest daughter ^-^ aww.

Remember always thank god for everything even for the simplest thing in your life like being able to sleep because it is really a blessing.

Until the next update take care everybody :).

First job interview

I had my first job interview today and it went very well. I never thought the interview would be like this as the university told us totally different things. I guess it depends on the place you are applying to. I was very optimistic and it was an interesting interview. The lady was chatting with me and I felt like she is an old friend of mine. However, I'm a bit concerned about the place, but I told myself I should try and at least I would have an idea about job interviews. If they accepted me, then I would think seriously about it. Overall, I was very happy that I made the lady impressed ;p

If you have noticed on the left bar I have added coundowns to three important upcoming events. You can visit the link and create one for yourself. Very easy steps.

Unfortunately I haven't taken any pictures today, so just enjoy reading my useless entry lol.

I never understand why some people hide their feelings! I would never think you are a weak person if you tried to let it out one day. Believe me I will try as much as I can but I think you know I might fed up and treat you the way you treat me. I need part of your time and you can't always put me on the last of your list. You don't have the right to tell me you don't speak I want to sleep. How on earth would you want me to speak and you never gave me the time to! I appreciate all what you have done for me and I'm thankful to GOD that I have known you BUT that doesn't mean I can always control myself! Let's just hope that the coming days would be better and hey I can't give up on you! just remember that :)

AAAAAAAH I had to let it go, by the way I thought of adding a calendar to my blog but I felt it would be useless besides the script of it is very long and complicated ;P

Enjoy your weekend, give yourself some time and do not forget to sit with your family ;P and yeah if you are studying just leave everything for Friday night hehe ;p

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At last I'm here =P

At last I decided to update my blog. I discovered that my younger sis knows that I have a blog. 5alait-ha te7lef iniha she doesn't tell anybody so I can be myself in here. She promised me but every time I wanted to update I felt like something is preventing me to do so.

Anyway so many things have been going on lately. I started my internship and it happened to be worst than I expected, but I managed to convince myself that they are only few months and I will be done. College environment is much more FUN. I miss the college and the classes. There at work you have to consider each word and action you do. I have started my final project, finished the first part and still there are two parts left. Wish me Luck.

I noticed that I like taking pictures of babies' hands. I love those creatures to death lol. They are tinnnnyyyy and innocent.

enough for today, I don't feel like writing. My mind isn't functioning well today :/

PS: Mum I wouldn't do it you know me well!