An old dream!

........YES I will be a mother soon. I didn't plan for it yet I feel it is the right time. I spent six months with my hubby without having to worry about anything and then God wanted this for me "el7emdelah 3ala hathy el ne3meh". I'm six months pregnant now and it feels great really. I cannot imagine having my own baby! I always had this dream of holding my little one and taking care of him. I was at the hospital alone waiting for the result. I counted the minutes and couldn't sit in one place. 20 minutes later I knocked the door, anxiously looking at the doctor's face and other people who were there. I couldn't talk I just said my name and all I heard was "Congratulation"! I don't know how I reacted at that time, I took the paper smiled and went out of the room. I felt like I'm flying not walking to my car and started crying and laughing at the same time.

It is weird how men reacts when they hear about their wives. My hubby took a long time in realizing he is going to be a father lol four months until he believed it!! Anyway I finally moved to my new place but we still don't have internet connection. I still have to buy some furniture and I'm NOT in the mood for this :/. The past four months of my pregnancy were great but once the fifth month began, I started feeling SICK. I'm typing this and I feel like a fire in my throat. My stomach is hurting me. I guess I have to check with the doctor :/

Until the next update takecare everyone :)

I'm Back again..

It has been almost six months since I updated my blog. I'm really sorry. So many things to tell you guys. I hope people are still reading my blog lol. Where do I start!! Okay let me tell you about my big event. It turned out AMAZING everyone el 7emdellah was saying that it was simple, elegant and organized and they loved my dress although I cried when I took it from the designer lol. When it was time for my husband to come in he was late for like 10 minutes and I thought maybe he changed his mind hehehe ;P. I stood up and sat down after I got tired and then stood up again laughing at myself then tadaaa the groom comes in. Next day we had lunch at my mother in law house n then dinner at my house. When it was time to take my luggages cuz we were traveling the next day for our honeymoon I cried so hard hugging my sisters and mum and they were too =(. I realized that am leaving the house that i grew up in and am not gonna see the same faces everyday i wake up. Anyway we went back to the hotel and our flight was next day in the morning. As we arrived to the airport i started to worry about having to pay for extra weight lol but thank god we passed. While i was sitting in the plane and my husband was having a nap i started crying again, I couldn't stop myself, yes I was really happy but worried at the same time. New life, new responsibilties and besides missing my younger sis who i used to share my room with. I was also tired as I didnt sleep for two nights and I CAN NEVER sleep in the plane. We went to Europe for three weeks. Each week in a city. I really had fun and I remember we watched the final match for the world cup there. While moving from a country to another one we had to pay 400 Euro for the nice weight we had LOL my husband was really pissed off not because of paying around 2000 dh but for how bad they treated us. The weather was hot i hated it :(

When we came back my mother was traveling at the same day so I didnt get the chance to see her. When I entered my family in law house I felt weird as it is not the place am used to. we went to our room and I was still not feeling good and once i lied down I criiiiiiiiiiiiieddddddd. I just couldnt accept that it is not my house and not my bed lol. The next day my hubby went to work, how could u go to work n u keep me allllllllllllone from the first day lol!!! but 7araam he had so much work n he even was checking his work email while we were traveling. Anyway I looked at the things i need to organize n cried again while fixing my things lol. I went downstairs n his sisters n brothers made my day really they made me feel like am part of the family :). Finally i managed to get used to my new place n even my husband.

I'm still unemployed :/ cuz i didnt apply for any job lol. btw i went to hajj this year el7emdelah :)
wat else happened during the past few months!! i guess that is all. am moving to my new place outside the house a small one with two rooms and a living room in the next coming weeks. am so excited i cant wait :D.

sorry for not uploading any image i dont have any in this laptop, i will once we move to our new place n get an internet connection :D

thanks for those who checked my blog from time to time :)