An old dream!

........YES I will be a mother soon. I didn't plan for it yet I feel it is the right time. I spent six months with my hubby without having to worry about anything and then God wanted this for me "el7emdelah 3ala hathy el ne3meh". I'm six months pregnant now and it feels great really. I cannot imagine having my own baby! I always had this dream of holding my little one and taking care of him. I was at the hospital alone waiting for the result. I counted the minutes and couldn't sit in one place. 20 minutes later I knocked the door, anxiously looking at the doctor's face and other people who were there. I couldn't talk I just said my name and all I heard was "Congratulation"! I don't know how I reacted at that time, I took the paper smiled and went out of the room. I felt like I'm flying not walking to my car and started crying and laughing at the same time.

It is weird how men reacts when they hear about their wives. My hubby took a long time in realizing he is going to be a father lol four months until he believed it!! Anyway I finally moved to my new place but we still don't have internet connection. I still have to buy some furniture and I'm NOT in the mood for this :/. The past four months of my pregnancy were great but once the fifth month began, I started feeling SICK. I'm typing this and I feel like a fire in my throat. My stomach is hurting me. I guess I have to check with the doctor :/

Until the next update takecare everyone :)

I'm Back again..

It has been almost six months since I updated my blog. I'm really sorry. So many things to tell you guys. I hope people are still reading my blog lol. Where do I start!! Okay let me tell you about my big event. It turned out AMAZING everyone el 7emdellah was saying that it was simple, elegant and organized and they loved my dress although I cried when I took it from the designer lol. When it was time for my husband to come in he was late for like 10 minutes and I thought maybe he changed his mind hehehe ;P. I stood up and sat down after I got tired and then stood up again laughing at myself then tadaaa the groom comes in. Next day we had lunch at my mother in law house n then dinner at my house. When it was time to take my luggages cuz we were traveling the next day for our honeymoon I cried so hard hugging my sisters and mum and they were too =(. I realized that am leaving the house that i grew up in and am not gonna see the same faces everyday i wake up. Anyway we went back to the hotel and our flight was next day in the morning. As we arrived to the airport i started to worry about having to pay for extra weight lol but thank god we passed. While i was sitting in the plane and my husband was having a nap i started crying again, I couldn't stop myself, yes I was really happy but worried at the same time. New life, new responsibilties and besides missing my younger sis who i used to share my room with. I was also tired as I didnt sleep for two nights and I CAN NEVER sleep in the plane. We went to Europe for three weeks. Each week in a city. I really had fun and I remember we watched the final match for the world cup there. While moving from a country to another one we had to pay 400 Euro for the nice weight we had LOL my husband was really pissed off not because of paying around 2000 dh but for how bad they treated us. The weather was hot i hated it :(

When we came back my mother was traveling at the same day so I didnt get the chance to see her. When I entered my family in law house I felt weird as it is not the place am used to. we went to our room and I was still not feeling good and once i lied down I criiiiiiiiiiiiieddddddd. I just couldnt accept that it is not my house and not my bed lol. The next day my hubby went to work, how could u go to work n u keep me allllllllllllone from the first day lol!!! but 7araam he had so much work n he even was checking his work email while we were traveling. Anyway I looked at the things i need to organize n cried again while fixing my things lol. I went downstairs n his sisters n brothers made my day really they made me feel like am part of the family :). Finally i managed to get used to my new place n even my husband.

I'm still unemployed :/ cuz i didnt apply for any job lol. btw i went to hajj this year el7emdelah :)
wat else happened during the past few months!! i guess that is all. am moving to my new place outside the house a small one with two rooms and a living room in the next coming weeks. am so excited i cant wait :D.

sorry for not uploading any image i dont have any in this laptop, i will once we move to our new place n get an internet connection :D

thanks for those who checked my blog from time to time :)

Busy

Thanks for 3soola, عيون الحب, miss fikrah, and adaydreamer for wishing me a happy birthday 'Hugs u tight guys'. I have been extremely busy preparing for the wedding. I lost my temper many times and I have been so emotional. I just pray that the days will pass as fast as possible because I feel like I cannot handle it anymore 'cries'. That doesn't mean I'm not happy bel3aks everytime I think about it a smile draws its lines on my face but it just the not-ending-things I have to do. When you think about it and all these months I have been preparing for it and ALL this will end in ONE day besides people would criticize every little thing forgetting how much time and effort I, my family, and my hubby's family made to make it look good and organized, when I do think in that way I feel really frustrated. I told you I'm not in a good mood you can tell.

I haven't seen my hubby for three weeks. GOD that is too much for me I really do miss him although I used to see him once in a week. You know it is a family rule that says "You are not allowed to see your husband for a month before the wedding!" lol in my case it is a month and a one week O_o. As my mother says he will really miss you if you did this. Okay let's see if he would ;P.

Okay I will convince myself that everything will go well inshallah and I do not care if people liked what we prepared and did as long as I'm happy with it right! I want to get back the 'Positive Me'!

Pray for me guys I really do need support at this stage of my life.

PS: I have added new blogs into my daily ones, miss fikrah hope that would make you smile ^-^.


here is a picture I took long time ago but that was an unforgettable day 'SMILES' =D

It's overrr..!

I have finaaaaaaaaaally finished my final project, I can't believe it!! I have been working on it for about four months O_o. I still have to present it on Saturday and TADA no more projects and going to the college. Though I'm still thinking of completing my study. I don't know but I just feel if I stopped for a year I would not have the enthusiasm to go to the university again!! I'm confused :/
I will ask about the major I'm interested in and will pray el est5ara. I don't want to end up regretting my decision.

Aside from that, tomorrow is my birthday, I'm turning t-w-e-n-t-y t-h-r-e-e hehe am so excited, I except any e-cards or comments on my blog or email lol ^-^

Recently, I have been so weak. I mean I feel dizzy all the time. Everybody is telling me that I lost weight. I'm also not sleeping well. I know the reasons but I can't help not thinking of what I did and what I still have to do. Although I plan for everything and I MEAN every little detail but I'm always afraid that I won't get things done on time. I think my head is going to explode at the end lol cuz seriously I'm tired of worrying about my study+wedding+preparations+my new life. I have bought some vitamins from the pharmacy cuz I don't eat well. I have talked to mum and asked her how can I change this thing in me!! She said it's difficult cuz it's '6eb3' fini but once everything ends I will be back to the normal crystal. As she said it is a good thing cuz I finish everything on time :/

Pleaaaaaaaaase pray for me, I might not be able to update but if anything excited happens I will tell you guys about it ;P

I'm going to a place that is FUNNNNNNNNNNN today, I will try to snap some pictures :D

Career Fair

I enjoyed our trip to the career fair at Dubai Trade Center. It was nice to see my classmates after such a long time. We were blabbering without stoping for a second lol. Each one of us was talking about their internship. There were some students who did not like the places they are working in and others did actually LOVED it. I guess nothing left and we will say goodbye to our university =)

I loved this idea created by Tanmia. We were excited about it and placed it on our arms hehe.

You should have seen mashallah the amount of students who came for the first day. I was wondering where these people will work!! I saw Sheikh Mohammed but I couldn't take a pic of him :/. Some companies were like okay get us your CV and GO AWAY! lol but others were welcoming us and giving us a breif description about the company and what it does. As always I was the first one who talks in our group and they were pushing me for every company we pass by. That is the problem for being a leader ;P. Until now nobody have contacted me, maybe it is still earlier as they need time to look through our papers.

I have seen like three or four girls who I have not seen for SUCH a long time. I got many hugs that day lol. It is really nice to meet them again. xoxoxo

I have been sick for the last couple of days. I do not know what is wrong with me! I can't eat and I'm always weak. I guess it is because I worry a lot about my final project and my wedding plus being frustrated every single day from the traffic I HATE IT!

okay enough talking I should get a nice sleep now Zzzz. Good night everybody =)

isn't that kayooot! But I would never touch it lol