Busy

Thanks for 3soola, عيون الحب, miss fikrah, and adaydreamer for wishing me a happy birthday 'Hugs u tight guys'. I have been extremely busy preparing for the wedding. I lost my temper many times and I have been so emotional. I just pray that the days will pass as fast as possible because I feel like I cannot handle it anymore 'cries'. That doesn't mean I'm not happy bel3aks everytime I think about it a smile draws its lines on my face but it just the not-ending-things I have to do. When you think about it and all these months I have been preparing for it and ALL this will end in ONE day besides people would criticize every little thing forgetting how much time and effort I, my family, and my hubby's family made to make it look good and organized, when I do think in that way I feel really frustrated. I told you I'm not in a good mood you can tell.

I haven't seen my hubby for three weeks. GOD that is too much for me I really do miss him although I used to see him once in a week. You know it is a family rule that says "You are not allowed to see your husband for a month before the wedding!" lol in my case it is a month and a one week O_o. As my mother says he will really miss you if you did this. Okay let's see if he would ;P.

Okay I will convince myself that everything will go well inshallah and I do not care if people liked what we prepared and did as long as I'm happy with it right! I want to get back the 'Positive Me'!

Pray for me guys I really do need support at this stage of my life.

PS: I have added new blogs into my daily ones, miss fikrah hope that would make you smile ^-^.


here is a picture I took long time ago but that was an unforgettable day 'SMILES' =D